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May 16th, 2008

theferrett @ 02:03 pm: Strangeness
You know, I always thought I was odd because I had this off-hand temptation to set up a waterboarding station in the garage, just to see how bad it could be. I'd have someone set me up in it, and see how long I could last - "Not long," would be my assumption - and then if any of my friends were curious, I'd give it a shot on them.

And then I'd have a handy tool for political debate! Every time someone said, "No, waterboarding's not torture," people in the neighborhood would say, "Well, why don't we jaunt over to Ferrett's house?" and the fun would begin. I suspect many a conservative might change his stripes after a little session on Ye Olde Garage Waterboarde. But really, I'm just curious to see how much I could endure - but I haven't done it because, well, the danger risk is pretty high, and I'm fairly lazy when it comes to building torture devices in my back yard.

I thought I was alone. But today, I found a BDSM aficionado who is going to get waterboarded because she's curious to see whether she can beat the CIA operative failure rate of fourteen seconds, and suddenly I feel a little more normal. Which I probably shouldn't. But hey, that's the Sensate in me.

(EDIT: The woman in question is [info]absolute_tash, and she also eats fire. This is just one of many reasons why she is pretty awesome.)

vulpine137 @ 10:08 am: Friday

Well, back to the shoggoth pit. Feeling betterish, if groggy from meds. Caughts up from my day off (wasn't hard, was working on and off from home yesterday). Slept well, thanks to lots of meds. A few weird dreams as usual, nothing majorly odd. Now to get though today in one piece.

No wild weekend plans as such yet. Alot of playing by ear I think. Tonight I think will be a movie night, or X Files. Not sure. Not going to worry about plans, I'll just show up where I'm told to ;) Not much else going on, finished book 7 of the 'Weird Works of Robert E. Howard'. Mostly Conan stories in this one, which isn't a bad thing. Only 3 books left in the series, which should all be out this year per the publisher. Of course, like most small press publishers, release dates should be taken with a fair amount of salt. Oh well, I'm patient.

Enough jabbering, the shoggoths are calling my name. So off to route some shoggoths.



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Current Music: Midnattsol - Infinita Fairytale
theferrett @ 10:45 am: Some Linques, Of Various Mixed Emotional Valences
This tower of geekitude has at least a hundred rooms, and each of them seems to reference some sort of nerdy thing. I wish I could get all of them, even though there are some repeats (HAL shows up at least twice). But it's amazing work.

If you are a survivor of rape or sexual abuse, Shadesong is holding a healing ritual. It is, as she says, "An attempt to exchange shared pain for peace. A way of reaching out across the dark and sharing love." And if you want, she can light a candle for you to hold you in her heart.

Zombie Squad is "an elite zombie suppression task force ready to defend your neighborhood from the shambling hordes of the walking dead...When the zombie removal business is slow we focus our efforts towards educating ourselves and our community about the importance of disaster preparation. To satisfy this goal, we host disaster relief charity fundraisers, disaster preparation seminars, and volunteer our time towards emergency response agencies." Incredibly cool. I got a handout at Penguicon, and it was amazingly useful. (I do have an emergency preparation kit.)

theferrett @ 10:30 am: Nerdcore: Thoughts On Roleplaying

One of my favorite roleplaying settings of all time is Deadlands – a juicy little setting that combines westerns, steampunk, Cthulhu, alternate history, time travel, and zombies into a rich, tasty package.

Unfortunately, Deadlands is also the poster child for a style of roleplaying I love that is always doomed to failure.

But lemme fill you in a bit on the Deadlands history first. See, in 1863, a group of Indians had had enough with being beaten down by the white man, so a batch of them travelled secretly to the Hunting Grounds and broke the bonds on all the evil Manitou that had been bound there to release magic back to the world.

The first the white men found out about this was on the field of Gettysburg, where the North and South shot at each other. And as each man fell, they rose as zombies and chewed both sides to bits.

The Indian nations, fueled by magic, suddenly thundered forth to carve out a territory of their own, and both the North and South found themselves fighting on two fronts, unable to make headway. Ten years later, they’re still at a grudging war, brought to a virtual standstill.

The white man’s also learned to use magic, which they do by playing cards with the Manitou, betting their very souls to cast spells. And they’ve also learned how to fuse magic with mad science, creating all sorts of crazy ghost rock-fuelled gadgets.

But the Manitou are evil, and their end goal was to turn the world into a place of utter fear and terror so the Reckoners could be unleashed. The wars were good, but they wanted more – so they created the foulest monsters, dredged up from the subconscious, and now all sorts of ghoulies and critters are roaming the Weird West that need to be defeated.

Enter the heroes.

The nice thing about Deadlands is that it clearly has a Story, and each sourcebook advanced that tale a little. You’d get the latest supplement and discover “Oh, the North’s now in control of Shan Fan,” or find that in fact the plots that Character X had to make a railway to the West Coast had fallen apart. And there were rich secrets to be discovered (my favorite? Discovering that the leader of the Southern Confederate Alliance had been taken over by a doppelganger bent on hell and destruction).

Things happened when you weren’t around. Which was an incentive to pick up the new books. You had movers and shakers in the Weird West that you got attached to, and wanted to see what happened to them.

Now, Deadlands isn’t perfect. It has perhaps the most flavorful mechanic system ever devised, using both poker chips and a deck of cards – so cool - but the mechanics are complex and difficult to learn. Worse, some of the characters are outright useless (I played a Huckster, the guy who plays cards with demons, only to have them admit in later supplements that you wound up getting fried three times as often as the other PCs).

And Deadlands is the deadliest game around, if you play it straight out of the box. You have to make Guts checks every time you encounter a monster, which pretty much kills you, and every firefight is deadly. They have pre-planned adventures, but looking at them and the stingy rewards you get at the end of them, one wonders how any PCs survived to the end of any of them.

But the real problem with Deadlands? It has a Story to tell.

See, I’ve been rereading the supplements lately (when I’m down, RPGs are my comfort reading), and I couldn’t remember how the story ended. I remembered that everything did in fact get wrapped up and the Reckoners were disposed of, but I was surprised given how well I remembered the rest of it that I couldn’t remember the ending.

So I read Unity, the final Deadlands supplement. And remembered how terrible it was.

The story was actually pretty good. It wrapped up things. But as an adventure, which it was supposed to be, it sucked.

Unity is pretty much this:

“Go here and fail to save this important character who does better things than you do, who must die to advance the plot. Then go here and have another important character save your bacon from the hordes of evil armies. Then a third important character handles the Reckoners for you, and you play his errand boy.”

The thing is, I like dynamic worlds. As a reader, I like RPGs that have some movement – the world of D&D isn’t that interesting to me, mainly because it never really changes. Deadlands is great because it feels like history.

As a player, however, I want the ability to affect that. And when you have A Story to tell, you can’t really knock it far off-track. If you somehow, via a Herculean effort, manage to kill the mayor of Shan Fan and take control, you have now diverged from the official storyline and all future supplements don’t apply to you. And if you can’t do that, then what’s the point of roleplaying?

As a GM, I try to allow my characters to attempt anything. There are some things they’re vastly unlikely to succeed at, and some things that are downright foolish – as in, “If you do this, I am not going to attempt to pull your fat out of the fire, which may lead to a TPK” – but they can try anything. And in some cases, they’ve succeeded wildly.

When you have A Story, however, that’s hard to do. The PCs can’t stop the Modron March, or if they do then whoops the future supplements are worthless. That’s a bad place to be in. You have to leave the villains there for other PCs to fight.

Deadlands tried gamely to fight this. They had the rule of “If you stat it, they will kill it,” so wisely they did not give statistics for the biggest and most vital player characters. And they held votes from various groups around the world – if enough PCs succeeded in this module here, then the official storyline would reflect that victory. If they failed, then the storyline would reflect the failure.

But in the end, Deadlands, though a compelling read, is ultimately a failure as a roleplaying game because it puts the characters in a little box. And that’s never fun.

Sadly, my favorite game, Planescape, did that as well… But that’s a story for another day.



spitgirl @ 02:04 am: Today's tweets
  • 12:38 Ha, suckered Vulpine into playing Chore Wars with me. Once Roushi gets on, we'll have a battle of three households... #
  • 15:26 So hot... I can't think. #
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hyatchan @ 06:02 pm: I just found out (via my grandmother of all places) that my cousin wants to be a pimp! hahahahahahahahaha.
Funny.
Thing is I know a few people that run brothels , I even know a few people that work in them and now feel like i should give him some contacts haha.
But of course I am not close with my family so I have no idea how to get hold of him. oh well.

funny tho.

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micheinnz @ 05:44 pm: In celebration of the California Supreme Court's decision to declare same-sex marriage legal, I present a different take on Top Gun.



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vlkyri @ 05:25 pm: A politician doing something **for** the people!?!?!?!
Full article here:

Brief Snippets:

May 15, 2008, Anchorage, Alaska – Governor Sarah Palin today unveiled a short-term energy plan to address the skyrocketing costs of energy in Alaska. The package includes two parts – returning surplus funds through a grant to all electric utilities to reduce ratepayer bills and an Energy Debit Card for the next 12 months.

“Alaskans are feeling the pinch of high energy costs,” Governor Palin said. “The state treasury is swelling, while family checkbooks are evaporating. The right thing to do is to return surplus monies to the resource owners through energy relief. Instead of going to Washington, D.C. for relief, Alaskans should be independent enough to take care of this energy problem ourselves.”

Part 1: Returning surplus funds through grants to electric utilities will result in a 60 percent reduction for all ratepayers.

Part 2: The Energy Debit Card will go out to every qualifying Permanent Fund Dividend applicant. The benefit will be $100 per month per PFD recipient. The amount allocated for children’s benefits will accrue to the card of the sponsor on their PFD application. Money not used on the card one month will carry over to the next month. It is expected that the amount available to individuals through the card will be considered income by the IRS. 

The temporary Energy Debit Card can be used for purchases from Alaska energy vendors, such as heating oil distributors, natural gas utilities, electric utilities, gas stations and other retail fueling stations.


BTW, PFD is the Permanent Fund Dividend, a yearly rebate of state earnings to every qualifying Alaska resident.  Last year was $1654


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micheinnz @ 11:44 am: As part of Book Week, Agent Weasel's school had a Dress-Up Day, where children were encouraged to go to school dressed as a character from a book.

The Agent chose Prince Corwin, from Roger Zelazny's Amber books (which she crunched through at an impressive speed recently).

Corwin

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spitgirl @ 03:13 pm: Adobe usability study - Bay Area PDA users
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/etc/681700166.html

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adrexia @ 09:51 am: Not bad. Owen's motel charge $10 for 24hrs of wireless to be used anytime within the next week. They only got it set-up a week ago, and hadn't started advertising that they had it yet. The prices were written hastily in pencil after we called them to find out what the deal with their wireless was. :)

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May 15th, 2008

vulpine137 @ 12:34 pm: Allergies suck

Allergies are in overdrive today, woke up with a pounding sinus headache, sneezing and a general feeling of crap. So I called in, and went back to sleep. 3 hours later I dragged out myself out of bed, feeling slighty better and less achey. Not doing much, doing laundry and watching tv. Hopefully things will clear up by this weekend. I'd like to see people. We'll see.



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theferrett @ 10:58 am: While We're On The Topic Of Monogamapolyamoritism And Relationships....
....The Joy Of Theoretical Non-Monogamy. A very fine article stolen from [info]moominmuppet, who I don't get to see nearly as often as I'd like.

theferrett @ 09:42 am: Strange Ramblings On Polyamory Vaguely Inspired By A Distant Post

“Polyamory doesn’t work,” said my friend. “I’ve just seen too many of those relationships crash and burn. You just can’t make it work.”

The problem with that is, of course, the goal of polyamory. What is it? It’s pretty clear for the other side, but poly’s a little more mutable.

See, as a non-poly guy in a monogamous relationship, I have the luck of not having every sexual interaction I have be the trial for my entire relationship style. When I had, oh, fifty failed relationships before I finally latched onto my lovely wife, I didn’t have to hear about how each of those fifty crash-and-burns were proof that monogamy’s innately substandard. (And thank God, because with fifty failed relationships, I evidently had enough problems floating around.)

Yet monogamy also has a culturally built-in end-goal. See, I got married. That’s what monogamous couples of all stripes are supposed to do – heck, there’s a war being waged so that gay couples can share in my monogamous uniting process. And marriage is designed to be forever, thanks to that whole “‘til death do us part” clause.

So if I make it to the end with Gini, and one of us dies before we get divorced, then I score a win for monogamy! I am now proof that monogamy works, because we clung to it all the way down. And that’s regardless of whether I actually signed on for that victory condition or not!

Isn’t that grand? Especially since we get to ignore the vast majority of people who don't get there, or the multiple failed relationships that generally precede a victorious marriage?

But poly has no clear end goal. I mean, is poly supposed to be eternal? I’ve seen any number of poly relationships end not with a bang, but with a whimper, as two people slowly lose interest in each other and move on without any hard feelings. It’s not a breakup, just two folks evolving in opposite directions.

Is that what poly’s supposed to do? Well, according to the monogamous goal of capital-F Forever, no. But should we judge polyamory by a one-relationship standard? I’d say not.

And more importantly, is every breakup bad? I’d say not. Certainly there are any number of marriages that fail not because the people involved are evil, but because two healthy people continually grow and change in the course of their lives. Sometimes, what you needed at age twenty is not what you need at age forty… And sometimes, two people diverge.

That doesn’t mean that your relationship failed. It means things changed. Ideally, your partner evolves along with you, but sometimes that’s not healthy. Sometimes, you can have a short relationship that doesn’t work out yet is entirely satisfying for what you needed then.

It’s not cool to say that your divorced ex-partner is still a good guy and you still love him – just not enough to stay. In a monogamous society, you’re supposed to find the blame and assign it straight away so you can figure out who broke the monogamy. Because it’s clearly a fault with you guys, not the system.

Which is not to say that poly doesn’t involve high drama from time to time. ‘Course it does! You’re juggling more people, and more people means more opportunities for things to go wrong. When poly relationships crumble, often they do so in an avalanche of hurt feelings as not just one, but several people are pulled into the maelstrom. Poly’s trickier to pull off in a stable way, and I don’t think anyone really debates that.

But I don’t think that every breakup is a sign of unhealthiness…. Just as I don’t think that every end-goal victory for monogamy is the sign of a strong relationship. Certainly we all know two desperate people who’ve latched onto each other and refuse to leave. There are a ton of radically unhealthy dynamics that can cause two people to unhappily superglue themselves at the hip through life, though one suspects they’ll be kicking their heels off in heaven once they’re finally released from that damned contract.

That’s not really a score for monogamy. If anything, it’s a checkmark against it, in my book.

The problem is that I’m loath to say that any relationship style flat-out doesn’t work. I’m not particularly comfortable with BDSM master/slave relationships in my own personal life, but I do know a few people that it seems to work for. And I’ve seen some long-term poly relationships that would terrify the shit out of neurotic, clingy ol’ me, but appear to be just fine for all involved.

People are individuals. I tend to think any blanket statement on any lifestyle statement is just a way of quietly asking others to tell you that what you want is not just okay, but actively good.

You know what doesn’t work? People. People are fucked beyond comprehension. And any time they manage to interact properly for any amount of time that makes them happy is something I have a hard time dismissing globally, y’know?



spitgirl @ 02:05 am: Today's tweets
  • 11:14 And I finally realize that the reason I was having problems yesterday was because my harness doesn't like having an empty function. #
  • 11:58 The problem I've been banging against this past hour? Known bug. Sigh. #
  • 12:00 I hate it when friends make appointments for lunch and then is incommunicado for hours beforehand. #
  • 12:11 Gah, turns out the friend's stuck in a scheduling meeting with another one of my friends... snacking on nuts. #
  • 14:02 I've been planning for a couple of weeks to work from home tomorrow. Unfortunately, the weather has decided that it will be hot hot hot #
  • 15:14 Does anyone want to create a Chore Wars clan? It might be today's passing fad, but it just seems so cool. #
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hyatchan @ 08:23 pm: found this crazy old magazine in a pile of junk in my studio...
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cigarette ads and other amuse-mints  )

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micheinnz @ 04:31 pm: Dear card players at KAOS Corner,

"Six Your Mum" is not a valid call in any card game in "Hoyle's".

Sincerely,

Miche

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micheinnz @ 11:58 am: Kitchen wildlife
There's been a spider living in a web at the bottom corner of one of the kitchen windows for goodness knows how long. We never minded; she helped keep the flies down, and it was interesting to watch her go about her spider business.

I'd noticed recently that she wasn't taking as good care of her web recently, and wasn't wrapping up fly corpses as well as she used to.

I haven't seen her at all, the last few days. And given that I just spent ten minutes watching a fly walk in and out of the edges of her web without any reaction at all, I'd say she's gone off to the Great Web in the Sky.

I've vacuumed up the web and the fly corpses, even though it was tempting to keep most of the web there as an intelligence test for flies. (Seriously, you'd think that if you've just successfully got _out_ of spiderweb, you'd _stay_ out, right?)

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micheinnz @ 10:43 am: Survey
Nicked from firecat; some answers kept )

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micheinnz @ 09:29 am: A demonstration of resonance using grains of rice.

Achtung: high-pitched noises.

Courtesy of [info]theuns



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